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February 03 梦昨晚我梦见了一位单纯又漂亮的女生
当时我们在上课
琐碎的事情都不太记得了
让我有深刻印象的是
她坐在我旁边
老师在上着课
好像在上着SEJARAH
她静静的
又不听课
我就问她
老师讲到第三面了,你没听到吗?
她笑着说,听不到哦,因为你SILENT我了
(炸到,DOTA游戏里的一种SKILL,用途是让对方出不到SKILL)
(可能是最近常“打DOTA“,傻了)
然后谈谈下
她说,高的男生都很man哦
(暗爽)
平时发梦后都忘记了,模糊
但不知为何我对这梦特别有印象
February 01 NO Hesitation,just DO ITFebruary is coming,today is 1 FEB...
I am sure that everybody has set their goals or starts working and studying...
Everybody is busy recently except somebody,especially me...
ok, january was over...
erm...i still have no job and havent start studying
Staying at home every day and playing computer game,including dota
I really did nothing last month,just kept playing dota
ok,i have to be positive and the positive thing is my skill of playing dota has hugely improved
so February is coming now and i have to set my target now
i still hesitate whether i want to go to find a job or not...if anything is on the right track,i will go ahead.
ok,i have to be realistic as i know i am such a lazy boy so i just set 4 simple goals in this February
1- undoubtedly,study hard (ready for interview)
2- improve my poor english ( I was indeed unable to write an essay)
3- improve my dota ( I want to become a genuine "PRO")
4- do exercise ( i was fat and i want to keep fit )
I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT STONG DETERMINATION AND HARD WORK ENABLE ME TO ACHEIVE THESE KIND OF GOALS WHICH I SET
KEEP FIGHTING,GOING AND GROWING
January 06 everything is on the verge of changingsomething is becoming strangely
i feel bad sometimes as if
something is on the verge of changing
into bad or catastrophic situation
December 19 我要学用华文写现在很得空,就浪费下时间用华文写吧
以前因为要学用英文写作文来提升英文水准
最近不用讲咯,就是拿了统考成绩
拿到11A,说实在的,吓到
第一,英文吓到,拿A1
认识我的,都懂我考完统考后就很伤心,因为我英文作文好像离题了
那天我很怕,不懂,这么酱怕,还哭,想起来更可怕
可能我从今年年头就定下大目标,就是英文要拿A1,要提升英文
这么呢?为何一定要拿A1?
因为我想读新加玻大学
没有A,几乎没机会的,我知道,英文太重要了
考完英文那天,超伤心,因为我以为我作文离题会毁了我
我grammer部分大致上有信心对90%...我真的不想因为作文毁了我多月的奋斗
我真的不甘心!!!!!!!!!!
问了诗敏,她也说她好像离题了
很害怕,一直寻找安慰的话
sms慧菁,她说:“不会的啦,我以前考试也是以为离题,但是最终还是没有啊”
我又sms伟鸿,他说:“都说是好像咯,不要伤心,你后天经济考不好也没用啊”
其实有帮助,当一个人伤心的时候,一些鼓励的话真的是一个massive momentum
考完试一个星期后,我去找mr,khan,问他意见,他还吓我,如果离题严重,只有十分,无助
可是,现在成绩出来是A1!太开心了,我的信心回来了
伤心了一个月半终于没有了,忧郁症没了^^
新加玻大学我来了
我真的很感谢mr.khan,在中华里,我遇到最棒的英文老师
他教了我很多,他看着我进步,我很开心
他还在考试前送我reader digest,很大的鼓励
谢谢你mr.khan
其实还要谢谢哲讯,他也帮了我很多
新加玻大学我来了
第二,华文吓到,拿A2
认识我的,都懂我的华文烂到暴,才有小学的水准,而且本身又讨厌华文,都可以拿A
upsr,pmr,spm都拿B的家祥居然在酱难得统考中幸运拿A
我从未报考统考就开始认定华文拿B了
还记得统考那天,考商概和华文
我真的放了华文,连文学常识都没背,只读了通告格式而已
跟别人说没背,都给人讲你说骗话
考华文时也是处于放弃的状态
你说。。。那里可能拿A?批改老师盲了
拿A,我觉得是我有运气,我不用谢谢谁
第三,簿记吓到,拿A2
认识我的,都懂我簿记很pro(事实)
可是我i最记得的是考试当天有考高数
高数也是,非常重要的一科
没A1,也是say bye to 新加玻大学....
高数没A,代表头脑不geng,新加玻大学有不要你
没办法,当天就只攻高数
簿记又lan pro,以为很容易的啦,动都没动,靠平时的记忆吧
考完后,超伤心,因为有三题都balance不到,haiz
又听到伟鸿讲很容易,有失败感
可是拿到A2,蛮开心了,可是人就是贪心,以我的能力,我觉得是A1的咯(哈哈)
算了,根本我对这科没兴趣(blek)
这里,我要谢谢高一和二教我簿记的桂桂
没有你,我的簿记的底不会酱稳
第四,历史吓到,拿A1
认识我的,都懂我今年历史考试作弊
说是打击吗?其实我并不觉得,我觉得我成长了
我变成更加努力,怎样说呢?就是想要证明给人家看我是有实力的
如果不是这次作弊,我不会有现在的11A(真的)
整年里,我跟历史老师没讲超过五句话
没听过一堂课
所以我拿A不用谢谢任何人
只能说很幸运和一点点努力
讲真的,历史是最难读的一科
拿A简直是奇迹,很难相信
所以,11A是40%幸运和55%努力和5%小聪明拿来的(哈)
最近几个月都一直留在家
很多朋友都找工或打工了
可是,我觉得在家比较爽,逍遥自在
看书,运动,上网,看戏,睡觉,看报纸
算是upgrade 下自己的level
在家太多书了,不看就浪费咯
这几天都有回校打羽球
运动运动下
跟朋友吹下水
蛮爽的
这几天忙着申请大学
都很顺利下
有一点小细节较麻烦
希望他们给我奖学金啦,我没钱的
今天(拜六)
我跟哲讯,良田和文佩去midvalley的教育展逛逛
蛮爽,可是看到的学校都是马马虎虎
sien
我们中午去吃burger
不懂什么店来的,可是很好吃,很值得,很饱叻
然后我们排队买票
很长
但是我和哲讯的忍功有明显的进步了
哈
看avatar,6点才有,当时才2.30,没办法咯
我们就去咖啡店坐下,吹水(差点水灾)
avatar蛮好看下,可是我以为八点就结束,可是是8.30
死咯,我的liverpool在九点start
死火
再加上马来西亚的ktm有多毛病
所以延迟回家,气死我了
成绩不讲了(输),讲多没用
liverpool真的inspire me to study football management in the future to find appropriate solution to help the Liverpool come out from chaos
November 21 Liverpool 2-Man city 2 i really dunno how to describe this game...massive?crucial? i just want to mention that Liverpool's defence were extremely sloppy and poor poor defence was the biggest problem for Liverpool to snatch a win against Man City the goal by Skrtel was superb,finding the space,good free kick by Steven Gerrard,scored. However,sad to say,after the Skrtel's goal,the Liverpool likely "put water" dont want to control the ball and hold the possession ,gave the Man city pace to create some dangerous chances finally,Adebayor scored a lethal goal,superb header by Togo's striker this is clear that Skrtel made a poor mistake which let the Adebayor free ,fukin mistake the second goal came from Man city was Skrtel 's mistake again why he dont want to clear the ball when the Tevez was chasing?how come? the consequence was Ireland goal,the Tevez stole the ball and passed to the Ireland who managed to score the second goal,shit i dont know this was a luck for Liverpool,genius Benayoun equalised,the score was 2-2 the effort by Liverpool at the end of 10 minutes was nothing Liverpool just didnt have luck it was clear when the game just start,2 Liverpool's player sustained an injury it was absolutely a massive blow for Liverpool the Ngog just lack of experience and was unable to kill the game Liverpool's defence must be improved,it was crucial,if your defence was not solid,how to win the game???this was a big question mark to Liverpool Benitez keep saying they will be improve,finding swift or appropriate solution to deter the huge task but the result didnt come out at all If Liverpool keep playing like that,say goodbye to become a contender of winning the league title November 08 MUST SEE!^^,super duper 6azhong 2009 oh...say bye to chong hwa yesterday erm,yesterday is absolutely an emotional day somebody was crying as we were already unable to meet each other easily ya,i was quite sad but i didnt show any expression at all as it was useless it was an unchangeable fact and we had to accept it in fact,6azhong is,which i love it so much,a fabulous class everybody has their own talent,ability,thought,inspiration,etc. all of us are versatile for sure furthermore,im sure that somebody has a great future ahead for instance,1-the god of zhe xun,2-super duper sheep,3-unfeigned xie hui,4-unfathomable xiangying,5-unforeseeable liang tian this is my special list and it is only my prediction,haha i admire zhe xun for his special and amazing thought i admire sheep for his specialty in everything i admire xie hui for her perseverance and leadership i admire xiangying for her diligence,stability and firmness i admire liangtian for his sensational and awesome spirit but,i also cannot write off somebody for being successful in the future too i firmly believe that everybody who is the member of 6azhong can achieve their goals which they have set because we are superb because we are 6azhong because we are chonghwa student anyway,wish all my friend can be happy every day everybody pls believes in 缘 dun be too sad,haha 6azhong 2009 is just amazing,brilliant,superb,marvellous,sensational and SUCCESSFUL,I LOVE U 6azhonG i really miss you everybody September 20 absolutely ridiculous refree i had watched football for many years and i finally know why the man utd can win the champions the key of their success is the assistance of refree and the god gives them many luck if somebody has watched the football match between man utd and man city i'm believed that everybody will feel frustrated!!!!!!!! y?the score?4-3? no...in my opinion,man city are not deserved to lose in this match this is absolutely crazy!!!! after the bellamy's equaliser,the score is 3-3... i think this is the fair result for both of them BUT,how come the injury time is 6min???? why?this is the biggest joke!! no player is injured and no wasted time...but the refree is adding 6min in injury time how come???does the refree "help" the man utd for giving them more time to score the fourth goal??? furthermore,the most frustrating thing is the refree dont want give Mark Hughes(man city's manager) to make a subsitution???////?!!!@#$%^ i dont know what the reason is i think the refree is helping the man utd to win this derby game ok...in the end,man city lost,man utd won... happy manutd???? the great news is Michael Owen scored the GOAL...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz MAN UTD...U ARE SUCKED....CHEATER... nevermine,man city,Liverpool will help you to beat them with 5-0 haha...BRAVO TORRES!!!!!!! September 14 blasted SeptemberONe Month left for me to prepare the UEC
in my opinion,i think everybody will scare of sitting for uec,including me as uec is more difficult than spm and a-level
i dont want say anything of getting superb result and just keep my mouth shut and try my best
i dont want to disappoint anybody who support me and myself
no excuses at all
I hope my dream of studying top university next year can be realised
this is actually my last chance for me to prove something...
NOT enough A=BADresult=NO quality university
i must try to be more diligent than anybody else from NOW
im serious^^
September 10 寻梦园我又回到我的寻梦园 往日的梦仿佛又出现 想要重温逝去的美梦 会不会 好梦难园 我又回到我的寻梦园 想起了她仿佛又见面 想要追回失去的情人 不知道能否再见 你怪我 想把你骗 流着眼泪口难辩 深深恋情哪能忘记 爱人 回来 回到我身边 我又回到我的寻梦园 往日的梦仿佛又出现 想要重温逝去的美梦 会不会 好梦难园 你怪我 想把你骗 流着眼泪口难辩 深深恋情哪能忘记 爱人 回来 回到我身边 我又回到我的寻梦园 往日的梦仿佛又出现 想要重温逝去的美梦 会不会 好梦难园 give up放弃历史!!!吧!!! September 07 careless英文
我会
没用
粗心
以为
全对
结果
错到
一半
很很
伤心
真的
请相信我
我会的
真的的
真的的
不会~错
不用紧
会~错
很要紧
觉得
自己
很够
失败
不可以
重复
错误
发誓
不会
有下
一次
英文
下次
我跟你拼!
考完了
就算了
我没有
借口
或
理由
希望
统考
考好来
我有
信心
除了,
华文 n 国文
zzzz
August 29 darndarn it,my 自然地理note have lost!!!
the chp 4 and 5 wan
i had used lots of time to copy and paste but now i lost them
what the shit!!
furthermore,i found that my econ text book 下册 is also disappeared
zzz...how come???who has taken wrongly my book?
it is such a disaster mannnnn
i dont know what i want to do now...zzz August 27 arigatoubeing a person
dont be so selfish
when i really need your help
dont just look at me with an expression of hatred
pretended like don know anything and straightly refused to help me
giving me some useless excuses
your arrogance wont help you at all if you really want to get high mark in your exam
However,happy to say,
thank you moon pui,li wei,stephany yu,sook fong for lending book keep to me
thank you my badminton fren~ zhi xin,song zheng,lee han son for teaching me math
August 25 Liverpool is getting gigantic trouble now!!!today is the most frustrating day
as a liverpool fan,undoubtedly,it is a dismay of losing against Aston Villa by 1-3
it may be called as a disaster
overall,i think Liverpool is playing well in this game
Liverpool just do not have luck at all
in the 1st half,liverpool's poor defence cause aston score twice easily
especially Lucas Leiva,the "noobie"
how come he can score a "superb" glancing header?(own goal)
this is a poor performance,lack of composure
2nd half Liverpool is getting better(when Lucas is replaced by Voronin)
Liverpool start to create some promising chances but just cannot convert a chance into a goal
finally,Torres is managed to score a goal and every player is inspired and getting more aggresive
however,the disaster is coming soon...
Liverpool captain Stevie G suddenly lost his nerve
he tackles the Reo-Coker in the penalty box and "help" the Aston to win a penalty
Young just easily score the penalty with no mistake,3-1
it cause Liverpool become more difficult to bounce back
despite having lots of opportunity,Liverpool just could not level the score
in my opinion,Lucas's performace today is lousy
If Lucas keep playing like that,i can sure the Liverpool is getting harder
Because of the departure of alonso,the midfield of Liverpool become unable to control the game
secondly,the Voronin is unable to change the game,3 appearrance and is simply managed zero shot
this is a big shock for many people who is a Liverpool fan
in 3 league games, Liverpool is just managed to get a win is a definitely bad start....
i hope the Noob Benitez can find some solution to ovecome this obstacles and dont just simply blame refree for incorrect desicions
August 23 help me the math n bki hate saturday and sunday now
you know what the reason?
because both days are "days of football"
zzz
i really cannot concentrate on studying la
man utd won over wigan with 5-0 really made me feel disappointed and angry
the terrible defence and sloppy,lethargic,poor performance by wigan helped man utd won the game
one thing can console me was my favourite player Michael Owen finally open his account agianst wigan
yesterday i keep arguing and blaming the performance of wigan and didnt study at all...zzz
oh no,i really scare of the book keep and math la
the chapter of correction errors and departmental are difficult for me as i didnt do the exercises
anybody has the answer?can lend me?pls...
i really do not have the time to do them with myself already
math..undoubtedly,everybody is dunno what the teacher has teached and actually he doesnt teach at all
this is a big problem for me to do the exercise which he has given
i really dont know why i need to go back to school for attending the math tution on this tuesday
i am frustrated now and i really hope somebody can teach me math and bookkeep...
August 18 thx ur massive encouragementRecently,my life is extremely hectic and frantic
Keep studying and doing homework resulted in no time for exercising
ok,i will be trying to keep going on...
having your support and encouragement,i have numerous momentum now and it is truly a massive boost for me
just you can genuinely know who i am currently talking about
thanks... August 13 fantastic dayi have a mathematic exam today
i has prepared it before exam
during the exam,i feel shocked,how come the questions are so difficult?
especially the question 2,find the locus and try to prove the locus is a circle
oh no...i have not seen this question before
however,i still remain entirely phlegmatic because i know i can solve them(try to be confident^^)
undoubtedly,i finish doing all the questions but i'm not sure the answers are totally correct
after passing up the paper,i discuss the questions of math with my friends
i find that i make some mistakes in question 1
although my answer is correct,my concept is already wrong
i am still pleased with my "performance",nevertheless i make some mistakes in the exam
the funniest thing today is my computer period
everybody is doing the ubs and liang tian,kok hong and i still keep playing the football manager game
furthermore,we sign up the game and play~~~~~~~~~
zzz...lazy?no...time for relax
i sign many player from Liverpool as i am a Liverpool fan,haha
i discover all people are doing their ubs and we are still playing the football manager game
the girls are fully concentrated on ubs,on the contrary,we are concentrated on game^^
we are likely considered as bad student ,haha
August 12 miraculous day is waiting for metoday was absolutely a sensational day
yesterday i didnt study the commerce at all
because of my exhaustion after having many exam for three consecutive days
when i wanted to start studying,i was suddenly asleep until today morning
hence,i just could study the commerce today
besides the examination,i found that today i had singing test too
sad to say,my group had not prepare it,oh my god
so,i started to think postively and just anticipated the teacher would not come to school today
also,i expected the commerce examination was easy and simple one(i was dreaming)
after that,i felt better than before and concentrated on studying
as a result,when we were in class,a teacher came in our class and declared that our music teacher was absent today
what a miracle?
was the positive thinking working,wasn't it?yes,it was
wonderful,then,i had more time to focus on commerce,wooo!!
during the exam,anything was going all right
every question was quite easy and i just used 10 minutes to finish it
amazing...
so,i still have a mathematic test tomorrow
whenever it is hard or difficult
i will try my best
having positive thinking,staying calm and composure
i expected a miraculous and fantastic day tomorrow
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